Did You Know that This Is It! My 200th post? ♥

Yay Yay!
I watched This Is It! for my dad's birthday! :D
I had one of the best experiences of my effing life.
He was so remarkable on stage even though they were only rehearsals.
I cried at some of the songs. And you know what? My left contact lens went up under my eyelid. I was like "wtf?? shitshitshitshitshit" and it was during "Beat It" too! Dang.
And so, I spent a good 1-2 minutes trying to get that blasted contact lens out of my eye and it finally fell out. Then I spent 20 seconds or more, trying to put it back on to my eye; without a mirror, in the dark. whee.
So anyway, another funny thing happened.
After the show, my mum complained that someone released a machine load of farts.
The first person that came to mind: "dad"
LOL. i told my mum "maybe it was papa."
then she said "I suspected him too. Ask him afterward."
When we got to the parking lot, I asked "Pa, did you fart during the movie?" ==
My dad just grinned. A very cheeky grin. I was like wth?? XD I couldn't stop laughing! I laughed all the way to the car and laughed some more when my dad explained the whole process. XD I didn't smell anything coz I was sitting the furthest in.

During the whole show, I found him exceptionally beautiful and not what people claim him to look like (although I don't listen to them) He was radiating so much energy and joy that it was hard not to smile when he danced! :D

He was fantastic. He was the King on stage. It was his final curtain call. Way to go Michael!

&

Happy Birthday Dad!

Awaiting the day

This Is It alright! I'm waiting for the day when the tickets are released. It's only airing for 2 weeks! This is one show I'm NOT missing! See that countdown widget up there? Well, that's to remind me to get those tickets early and for good seats too! :)
If not, I'll buy the Original. But I'd rather watch and sob in the cinema. The feeling's different from watching it at home.

You can part of the THIS IS IT Poster Mosaic too! just click here and follow the instructions given. I've already uploaded mine. Wanna upload more though. I bet I'll only be a minuscule in the whole poster. teehee. well, at least I'll get to be in it! :D

goodbye holidays~

aww.. the holidays have ended. I'm not ready to go back to my daily, boring routine!! aigoo.
Was supposed to watch G.I Joe today and buy that top i was eying since ytd but my mum said "no need la.. save money and buy something else" i was like == ... fine.
so we ended up watching HBO instead; Home Box Office: Michael Jackson Unmasked DVD. XD
so we watched. It progressed from his Birth to his Death. when it was over and the lights were turned on, I noticed that my dad's eyes were red; like mine. He cried. i think my mum did too. and so did i when his death part was shown.

Sadly, there are still some people who are so IGNORANT enough to believe that he molested children or is not dead. Grow up you jackass adult. I don't really care if you're married or what ever shit. you should understand as an adult. the user previously mentioned in my post before this replied to my comment which I replied to his comment. He then said:

"yuuka93.(That's my youtube account) The problem is silly people hiding behind laptops are giving me thinly veiled death threats. tbh this actually turns me on and it makes me hate even more. i only reply to the weirdos, i am not the aggresor. there is a photo of me on my channel so i dont hide. unlike gutless cowards who threaten my family and block me and hide after their comms. they should just hang their cowardly heads in shame, instead of having wet dreams about this child molester who is not even dead, cult followers."

yeah, so what if I'm showcasing what that idiot said to me? He's one fat dude who I bet drinks several cans of beer a day.

bah.. i don't get Americans. They just talk so much about other people but don't look at themselves. Don't get me wrong, I'm not calling all Americans jackasses; only those in particular. I mean, let's just take Jet Lee for example, he went to the USA to do his acting and he said something like this:

"You may think I'm a rich person, but in fact, I'm only as simple as the rest of you. In America, it's all about money. One day they'll come and talk to you saying you're all great but when you fall behind in number 2 the next day, they'll pretend not to know you. That's all because of GREED."

Just tell me, how many Americans are like MJ? I bet only 20 or less. He keeps to his principles.
Just watch ANY MJ video on youtube and you'll find several people bashing each other calling names like faggot, cunt, fucker, dickhead, homo, bitch, jackass ect ect. hah. i bet most of them are Americans and MEN. Just Beat It already and get a life.

I'm just really pissed off right now.. so yeah. faggot.

I hear fireworks?

Happy Merdeka peeps! Though I'm not really enthusiastic about this year's celebration.. I don't know... must be the politics. meh.

anyway, zomg... a guy added me from Singapore.. and I was like.. who are youu? then i deleted him. Then suddenly he IM-ed me so yeah.. i couldn't see his display pic at first so we talked. He asked about me and the normal stuff. then i thought, ' hmm this guy is okay i guess..' so i added him again and holleyfudgecakemountains. his DP was his dick. == i was like. ewwwwwwwww
I told him to change his DP but he was like "hehe" then he invited me to a webcam session and being a SANE teenage girl, i declined and told him the conversation was getting awkward; while all the time covering his DP.

MY EYES. MY FRIGGING EYES ARE TARNISHED.

I mean, it's not like I've never seen one before (to be honest. No one at this age is a goody goody teenage kid.)but it was utterly disgusting. ==
anyway, came back from shopping in JJ at 11pm+

Whee got another MJ dvd! *happyhappy*

Anyway, when boredom strikes on Merdeka night so does the camera.. (i realized that i haven't uploaded camwhore pictures in a looonnngggg time)

grr. forget it. not in the mood to take pics.. lol.. and i look weird. ==

just had to share this too.. forgive me for all about michael jackson stuff on my blog these days

Just watch this video and tell me what you see.

To me, I see a man who has his spirit torn into several million shreds by the media and people around him. He looked so tired and in pain. You can say that he might be lying or he might be doing this as a publicity stunt but I don't believe that is so. Truly i believe he was abused physically and mentally.
And what are people still doing now? They're still bashing him with mindless, ridiculous, nasty comments.

C'mon people, give the poor man a break. He's dead and gone but you people are still criticizing about what he has done. For the record, he has done NOTHING WRONG. Compared to most people out there, i should say they have done FAR MORE WRONG DOINGS THAN HIM. there is one irritating Youtube user that just gets on my nerves. what was his name.. 19apriltwin71? hah. get a life.

*The One and Only*

Happy Birthday to:

Michael Jackson <3

Bae Yong Jun

Grandma [:

8TV aired Michael Jackson's 30th Anniversary Celebration (2001) at 10.40pm just now. [:
My parents were ecstatic about the program. I was upstairs on the laptop when my dad yelled at me to come down and watched the performance. XD

The show started with performance by different artistes. That was when I sobbed my eyes out. Literally. I was really touched by all the love they poured out into singing his songs, that I cried.

In front of my parents.

But I was sitting in front of my parents, in front of the huge screen so they can't really see me anyway. But I sure did drench the pillow that i was so devastatingly hugging with tears. And now, my eyes hurt..

Anyway, after Elizabeth Taylor announced MJ to perform with the rest of the Jackson 5 I was high, ecstatic, crazy, whatever. I can't even remember the song they sang. It was a medley of their old songs from the Jackson 5 days.

Oh yeah! They started with "ABC" and then the waterworks started again too. (man you must think i'm a cry baby. heh heh) Then it led to his solos. Man it was the BOMB!

I think Michael Jackson is the sexiest man on earth. It isn't about the muscles or the looks. It was Michael's personality that made him sexy and also the way he presented himself on stage. I just love the way he tipped his fedora hat to that angle that it covers his eyes. so sexy <3 I bet he's the only one who can pull that off with such effin hotness. XD

Despite his multiple plastic surgeries, and his "nose issue" he's still the only guy who can make me cry when he performs on stage every.single.time. Now, how about that? Maybe it's also his distinctive, angelic voice that keeps hovering in my head.. or maybe it's the lyrics.. for example, I find these songs very meaningful in a way, to me: "Don't Walk Away" & "Speechless"
Go search the lyrics for these songs and experience them for yourself. :)

I guess it also doesn't really matter if Michael's an Islam or not, cause God loves everybody; and He loved Michael so much that He took him home before all this chaos started with the H1N1 and the rest of the political bullcrap. I really thank God for that. But what bums me out is why he was the first to go home to the Lord in his family?

Michael, you were Gone Too Soon..

Currently Listening to : Heaven Can Wait by Michael Jackson

barefeet + football = Ouch!

yeahh.. so i broke my toenail today at church; attempting to kick a volleyball barefooted.
*note to self: never do that again.

and this was what happened.

it's not really clear but here's picture of my chipped-offed nail. :D

it didn't hurt much. it just freaked me out a little. especially when i could see a crack from the tip to the side. it looks kinda rectangular.. :O

besides the toenail, i think i sort of.. um.. kinda-dislodged-ish-ed my left side of my jaw. D: it sort of "clicks" when i open my mouth kinda wide. and it hurts sometimes. gah. what a bad weekend.
Thank God it's the holidays or i'd have to go to school with pink-coloured toenails. mehh..

Had dinner at McD's drive thru with mum and the maid just now. my dad was being a couch potato. so we bought a McChicken for him. :)

Ohoh! i watched MJ's World HiStory Tour in Munich; Germany last night at 10.40pm on 8tv. it was like,

BAM!

haha~

at the end of the concert where he sang HiStory, they had several flags of some countries put up on screen. then at the end of the song, they sped up the slide and guess what? I saw OUR NATIONAL FLAG!! :D

i was like:
"OMG!! DID YOU SEE THAT?! THAT'S MALAYSIA'S FLAGGG!!!"

I was basically yelling hysterically *over exaggerating* to my dad who was watching the show with me. He had put up a screen and plugged in the LCD player thingie (i think). My mum was already asleep. ==
After so long, the song that really makes me tear up is still "I'll Be There" it just holds so much fond memories of the Jackson 5 days and when MJ sang it in his adult voice, it just makes me cry D:

and and, Bae Yong Jun, MJ and my grandma have 1 thing in common.

They share the same birthday!! :D
awesome no? :)

OH!!

And I didn't fail my PiawaI!! (except Moral)
I got 1A, 4Cs, 2Ds and 1E

Compared to mid-term, these results are Wayyyyyyy better. :D

So far...

Yay! it's Friday! :D
I've been away from my blog for so effing long...
Events that happened and will happen this week:

Wednesday: Alison's Birthday!
Thursday: Did some senam tarian thing. Yoke Mun had a "heart attack" (very serious)
Friday: High Praise at YMCA. Hanging with Jojo and Sunny. Going with Sarah at 5pm+
Saturday: Harry Potter at jj (unsure). Jenny's birthday party at 6.30pm tumpanging Joon Yang.

well... so it's been a good week so far... pretty boring actually. Aryna's grandma passed away a few days ago. my condolences.
OH. there's this other prom at Syuen Hotel. idk if i should go. the tickets are like.. expensive. and i'm wondering why they're at different prices. Here's the site. check it out! :)

*edit
*sniff**sniff*
yeah so i was watching a video downloaded by ICQ where Mj surprise-visited SMAP in japan half way through their recording. After Mj's memorial, i sorta promised myself not to cry over MJ anymore but when the video started, so did the buckets of tears as well. The first part was tears of sadness when they showed about MJ's death. Then, came tears of joy when he arrived at the recording studio all the way to when they stopped the song and he appeared on the second floor. SMAP was speechless. they had expressions like 8O yeah.. so they kept asking if he really was michael jackson and he kept saying yes he was. it was so Hilarious!! XD then, i forgot which part, i laughed so much that i cried. Literally. It was a set of mixed emotions, to be precise. Then, when he was about to leave, SMAP said "see you again!" Since there wasn't any other "next time" since he's gone, i cried again. damn.. my pillow and sleeve are wet. D:

**edit
before you watch this video, please turn off whatever you are listening to and be quiet. what you are about to see maybe some old news but it was horrifying to me:

MJ's Ghost

My hands are kinda shaking now. I'm horrified of ghosts. and when i saw that silhouette walk across the hallway, instantly i felt cold-ish. my pulse increased and i hugged my pillow ever so tightly. I hope it was just some people playing a prank, coz MJ's in heaven now. he wouldn't want to haunt a place that had caused him so much pain. If i remember correctly, I was watching that Larry King special series but i stopped 1 quarter through the show to go for piano class. damn. this is so effing creepy.

Is it a sign?

when i was walking to Piano class after watching 20 mins of Larry King special at Neverland with Jermaine Jackson, a pigeon just landed nearby me and glanced at my direction.
So what caught my eye was that it was Black and White.

sounds familar?

and it wasn't just any black and white pigeon. It looked like a cow.. no, seriously. It had more white than black. It just reminded me of jacko. I mean, he was more white in his life than black right? and on the pigeon, the black splotches were on it's lower body.. hmm..

after looking at it for awhile, i walked a few more steps and looked at it again. It flew up to the roof and sat there.
then i continued walking and looked back and the pigeon was gone.

Could it be God trying to reassure me that MJ had gone to a better place? or maybe i was just over reacting? It was a bird, and birds fly upwards. :O
my mind keeps telling me it's a good sign to reassure my sadness for the poor guy. I've been praying that God wouldn't let him end up in eternal Damnation down there. =/
my dad said that MJ had come to pay a visit to his fans. lol :p

The Last Dance

School was boring full stop
CNN was depressing full stop
I'm serious!
When i came home from school, the first thing i did was switched the channel to CNN.
I feel old for watching the news.. =3=
There's Larry King on today at 5pm.
It's a re-run of a tour of Neverland. well i think it's a rerun..
but damnit i have piano classes at 5.30pm. D:
oh well... at least i can watch for 1/2 an hour. =/

please watch and read the clips and article. it will give you a better insight of his life.

This was MJ 2 days prior to death during rehearsals for his BIG come back. There was a smile of please on his face as the video ends..


Inside MJ's mind..



just imagine.. he had so much pain in him and we didn't even know about it. He died a lonely man. But MJ, it's okay.. You Are Not Alone.
We shouldn't judge him or anyone else before knowing them. Sure we can have opinions but judging a book by it cover is just wrong. Especially for MJ. The stupid media killed him.. D<
More info and videos about Mr.MJ at http://www.cnn.com/

here's an article about him i found on someone else's blog:
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-1050082/As-turns-50-Michael-Jackson-really-look-like.html

dooms day..... not?

Okay, so i just got back from school like at almost 4omins ago..
and yeah i stated it was report card day.
at first i thought it would be like the worst day ever.
but it was the other way round. :)
brought my mp3/simcard-less phone to school today.
i knew it would be really boring so yea.
listened to a bunch of MJacko's songs behind/under Sara's table.
lol
omg.. my phone died so fast today.. i only used it for like.. 2 periods and after that, around 12 something it died. damn..
so... yeah..
Helena um.. she saw to my mum, and we talked like... almost an hour. o.o
we were talking about college, Form 6, EST, EL, her daughter, my results, compliments here and there.. ect.
i'm watching MJ's Private Home Movies. :) an insight into his private and not-so private life... RIP Mr. Jacko.. :)

another inspirational song by the King of Pop:

SHOUT

Ignorance of people purchasing diamonds and necklaces,
And barely able to keep the payments up on their lessons,
And enrolled in a class and don't know who the professor is,
How low people go for the dough and make a mess of things,
Kids are murdering other kids for the fun of it,
Instead of using their mind or their fist, they put a gun in it
Wanna be a part of a clique, don't know who's running it,
Tragedy on top of tragedy you know it's killing me.
So many people in agony, this shouldn't have to be,
Too busy focusing on ourselves and not His Majesty,
There has to be some type of change for this day and age,
We gotta rearrange and flip the page,
Living encaged like animals and cannibals,
Eating each other alive just to survive the nine to five,
Every single day is trouble while we struggle and strive
Peace of mind's so hard to find.

Chorus
I wanna shout, throw my hands up and shout
What's this madness all about
All this makes me wanna shout
You know it makes me wanna shout,
Throw my hands up and shout
What's this madness all about
All this makes me wanna shout, c'mon now

Verse 2
Problems, complications and accusations
Dividing the nations and races of empty faces
A war is taking place.
No substitution for restitution, the only solution for peace
Is increasing the height of your spirituality.
Masses of minds are shrouded, clouded visions
Deceptions and indecision, no faith or religion, how we're living.
The clock is ticking, the end is coming, there'll be no warning,
But we live to see the dawn.

Bridge
How can we preach, when all we make this world to be
Is a living hell torturing our minds.
We all must unite, to turn darkness to light,
And the love in our hearts will shine.

Verse 3
We're disconnected from love, we're disrespecting each other
Whatever happened to protecting each other
Poisoned your body and your soul for a minute of pleasure,
But the damage that you've done is gonna last forever.
Babies being born in the world already drug addicted and afflicted,
Family values are contradicted.
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust, the pressure is building and I've had enough.

*Chorus

*Verse 2

*Chorus

dead

omg... my old phone is like dying dying..

it keeps being hot and then the battery is like draining. psshh..
Michael Jackson mode again today..
Talked to jojo through out Moral.. lol.
report card day is tomorrow
we are gonna die.. or at least I AM gonna die..
ohoh!
I FED A MAGPIE OUTSIDE MY HOUSE TODAY
i'm freaking serious!

apparently, it was a neighbour's bird.
no wonder it was so tame.
during lunch, had KFC and bought The Star for MJ updates.
just watched "Moonwalker"
it's a movie about his fame life and up to the 80's i think.
It features "Smooth Criminal". It's one heck of a ridiculous show,
but wth.. if there's MJ in it, it's SO worth watching.
omg i.am.so.obsessed.with.him.now
this is nuts..
but
i like it.
:)
i think i'm delusional.

what kevjumba thinks

Wow.. it's my 164th post. :)
i had my practical exam today.. and i was SO nervous. i was afraid i wouldn't remember the italian terms the guy was gonna ask me, but he didn't ask me. =3=

so anyway, wanna share about what Kevjumba thinks about MJ. :)
thus, another michael jackson post. :D

You are not alone

It's really out of the blue but this song has touched me so much that I cried my eyes out. Its lyrics can mean just so much to not one but tens of millions of people all over the world and to one person in particular; the late

Michael Joseph Jackson.

It was as if he wants his fans to say this to him. He had led a very miserable life and was often alone thanks to the media and gossip tabloids. Actually, I'm pretty glad he passed away. Call me heartless but hey, he died a quick death. If he had lived longer, he would have suffered much more than he was before he died. Think about it; he would have skin cancer and die a slow and painful death, his debt of 400mill will be burdening him to no end, people will continue to sue him for his negative sum of money and accusing him of bullshit. He's in fact a very innocent man with pure intentions. He's not a pedophile, he just loves children very much. That's because he had a very terrible childhood; not having true friends to hang with, it was always dancing and singing and cameras. He had a very gentle soul with plans to change the world. He had brought so many people together through his music.

In actual fact, the 50 concerts planned for his come back is really bullshit. It was supposed to be 10 but the manager increased it to 50. He's 50 years old for goodness's sake!! His body can't take the stress!! damnit.

I think I'll be talking about this amazing man for like a month or more. He's more than words can describe. Without him, there won't be "Popping and Locking" moves and of course his infamous moonwalk. He is truly

The King of Pop

Just to clear things up about Mr. MJ.
First of all, he did plastic surgery for his nose is because it was broken and unfixable. It wasn't because he wanted to be plastic. he fell and broke it. That wasn't the only thing he broke; he also broke his right leg and injured his back vertebrae or something like that. Imagine, dancing around and performing for his adored fans with that pain. Also, his hair caught fire during a Pepsi shoot, and he got 2nd degree burns on his head and had to wear hair extentions until they grew back.
Second, he bleached himself because he had a skin disease called Vitiligo. It is when bacteria forms on the skin and creates white blotches on it. So, he merely finished what the disease started. That was also why he wore gloves and taped his fingers to cover them.
Thirdly, he did not rape any kid! Read here for more info.

You might be thinking I'm way over my head with all this Michael Jackson stuff but i'm not. I'm just trying to prove how innocent he is in all the controversies. I truely believe he's not a pedophile like what the paparazzis claim him to be, and also his manager, he played MJ for his money as well. He was truely alone in this world but he has his fans to back him up, and they always will,
through the end of time.

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

All alone,
'Why, oh

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone.

Goodbye Mr. MJ

First thing in the morning on FlyFm, i hear MJ was pronounced dead. i was like wtf?? seriously?? no wayy...

He was and always will be the ultimate Pop King. I actually regretted not listening to his music. I was looking for some of his popular ones like "Black Or White", "Beat It", "Billie Jean", "Thriller", "Bad", "They Don't Care About Us" and some others. He had a humanitarian heart despite the controversies of him being a pedophile. I really do pity him. He was already broke and so many people were still suing him for his money. I really do wish he isn't gone. He can't make amazing hits anymore. :(
I had to admit, he did look really hot when he had short hair and was white.
Love his voice too! Is such an awesome dancer. I bet he started all those pop moves everyone is using now :) I can never forget how i first saw Darren do MJ's moonwalk to "Beat It" it was utterly LOL!

Just compare these 2 pictures. isn't it heart breaking seeing what he did to himself?

anyway, so went to school, told friends, friends got shocked.. there was a moment of grief and then everything was back to normal.

school went on as usual, no tears were involved what so ever. um.. nothing much happened actually..
oh yeah. my practical exam is next Tuesday so yeah..
went for Yuk Choy's teachers' day dinner and just came back about... 10.40pm+
the food was OKAY but i was freezing and bored. so.. it was kind of a thumbs down from me. besides, i wasn't a willing guest. :p

anyhoots, here are the photos i promised. I look old.. =.=

And finally my photo shoot picture :)

*edit*
I deleted the paragraph after the photo because i don't want people to believe that bullshit. He's a legend and should be respected; especially after his real death.