goodbye holidays~

aww.. the holidays have ended. I'm not ready to go back to my daily, boring routine!! aigoo.
Was supposed to watch G.I Joe today and buy that top i was eying since ytd but my mum said "no need la.. save money and buy something else" i was like == ... fine.
so we ended up watching HBO instead; Home Box Office: Michael Jackson Unmasked DVD. XD
so we watched. It progressed from his Birth to his Death. when it was over and the lights were turned on, I noticed that my dad's eyes were red; like mine. He cried. i think my mum did too. and so did i when his death part was shown.

Sadly, there are still some people who are so IGNORANT enough to believe that he molested children or is not dead. Grow up you jackass adult. I don't really care if you're married or what ever shit. you should understand as an adult. the user previously mentioned in my post before this replied to my comment which I replied to his comment. He then said:

"yuuka93.(That's my youtube account) The problem is silly people hiding behind laptops are giving me thinly veiled death threats. tbh this actually turns me on and it makes me hate even more. i only reply to the weirdos, i am not the aggresor. there is a photo of me on my channel so i dont hide. unlike gutless cowards who threaten my family and block me and hide after their comms. they should just hang their cowardly heads in shame, instead of having wet dreams about this child molester who is not even dead, cult followers."

yeah, so what if I'm showcasing what that idiot said to me? He's one fat dude who I bet drinks several cans of beer a day.

bah.. i don't get Americans. They just talk so much about other people but don't look at themselves. Don't get me wrong, I'm not calling all Americans jackasses; only those in particular. I mean, let's just take Jet Lee for example, he went to the USA to do his acting and he said something like this:

"You may think I'm a rich person, but in fact, I'm only as simple as the rest of you. In America, it's all about money. One day they'll come and talk to you saying you're all great but when you fall behind in number 2 the next day, they'll pretend not to know you. That's all because of GREED."

Just tell me, how many Americans are like MJ? I bet only 20 or less. He keeps to his principles.
Just watch ANY MJ video on youtube and you'll find several people bashing each other calling names like faggot, cunt, fucker, dickhead, homo, bitch, jackass ect ect. hah. i bet most of them are Americans and MEN. Just Beat It already and get a life.

I'm just really pissed off right now.. so yeah. faggot.

mad mad mad!!!!! >.<

just got back from school at around 2.30pm+ had lunch with family... and currently eating my Famous Amos cookies again..

Warning: this post contents explicit language. Please exit if you can't stand swearing.

anyway, was really sad and mad yesterday.. i was googling GD's fashion and one or 2 caught my eye.

What's Up With G-Dragon's fashion?

and

G-Dragon wants you to know something

aish.. it really broke my heart with what they wrote about him. yeah we all know that he's a fashion wannabe but that's what makes him interesting.

there are nasty things like:

"The G in G-dragon must stand for Gay"

"69 is a oral sex position.Dude looks like a wannabe drag queen. Come outta the closet already!"

"^he’s fob, what does he know." (no idea what he meant but i don't think it's a comment)

"Oh God.. ive never noticed G dragons style DIS MUCH Be4, i fot it was alwys weird but never dis freaky,, wat is wrng wit the guy? If he Loves ***, codnt he just keep it to imslf instd of showin it of etc. He looks like a *** Pervert Now.If hes tryng to get attention dis way, cleary its gng AL WRONG!I hope he sacks his stylist if its the person who drses im but i guz tht aint the case since he sod hv a say in wat he wears.I HOPE THE other Boys frm Big Bang dont dress like tht 2."

This was one of the most disturbing posts i saw:

"holy shit ghostwriter get off. Big Bang is absolutely terrible. Their music is dreadful. I hate all of the new boy bands that have been recently made including this one.. even though Big Bang was made in like 2006-2007. They still suck anyhow." (hah. and his userame is "BigBang sucks". well, fuck that bloody bastard.)

ngahhh.. but there are also supportive comments like:

"His interview in YGBounce made it sound like he wants to keep his fashion style evolving, so he’s completely unique. Once people start copying him, he isn’t going to stick with it anymore. That probably means he’s gonna have to go pretty out there eventually, but I kind of respect his philosophy. I feel the same way; I don’t want to walk into a room and look just like someone else there."

"omg…it’s fashion people…self expression…not every follows trends to look like clones…he’s different"

"I think he’s just supporting “21″. ) Hilarious. I like his music though. )"

"Oh, he loves sex huhh..Nothing’s wrong with it…He’s a guy and he’s 20. I read other news you posted, why are they all negative? You hate Korean Industry so so so much? Hmm, then why is it”POPSEOUL”?"

"GD has his own fashion so don’t bag him abt it.he is cool cas he does what he wants to unlike other singers"

PEOPLE!! gosh.. i think you guys are seriously just so dumb. I mean, the Lollipop CF? it's a flipping CF! he's supposed to wear clothes like that. DOH. and the hair? it's for the CF TOO! ARGH i feel so mad right now. GD is a special person with good fashion sense. Obviously he would be smart enough to NOT wear clothes like that in public. if YOU were performing, you WOULD WANT to wear something outstanding RIGHT? well, that's what he's DOING! fuck.

I don't actually see as what is wrong with his "i <3 sex", "69" ectect T-shirt. oh yeah..it's a big thing.. so what? only people who care so much bout their image would think it's disgusting. and no i don't think he's THAT interested in sex. I think he's just being bold on stage for once. I mean, c'mon.. how many times do you actually see GD wearing shirts like that? especially when he's just walking around town.

There are other KOREAN STARS that wear explict shirts and what not.. and what about the other Western stars? they sometimes strip on stage but no one makes a big deal out of it. I'm not trying to be a racist or whatever it is. i'm just implying, he's an average human being just like the rest of us with unique tastes in fashion. Give him a break for once. he has stated in an interview somewhere, that by the time some people try to copy his looks, he would have already changed his. obviously, I wouldn't want to walk into a room with everybody looking exactly like me. and he's not arrogant or anything. the thing is, he didn't change for the public (like what other groups have done) he stuck to his priciples and his unique personality. So if you don't like him or his fashion, then fuck the hell off and leave him alone.

P.i.N.k <3~

YAY! I HAVE MY BAG!! happy day happy day.. but HELENA did not make my happy day last. i was swearing under my breath throughout her whole period. i just don't know why, but i don't like her. I'm eating Famous Amos cookies right now... SO hungry. had choir from 2.3o-4pm, went dentist and just came back. I just LOVE going to the dentist. =D it's like every time i go, i know my teeth will be a few visits less than perfection. XD i'm crapping again i know..

my camera batteries failed me D:
will have to take pics later and upload them here.. haha~ until then!
*edit*
ahahaa! the pics are HERE!!


whee!!! :D Imma gonna take my BAG whenever I go shopping! :D

. D A M N .

I had such a shitty day todayy..

damn the ceramahs
damn the hard ceramic floors
damn the stuffy, tiny hall
damn the noisy people when I was trying to concentrate on Patch Adams
damn the traffic
damn the bloody shitty excuse of an ass driver honking his crap off
damn for not napping today

as you can see, this is me not in a good mood. Especially about the fucking driver. Eeesshh..
what happened was, my mum was late because of the traffic jam and also because she had to pick some people up. So me, Sandra and Mel waited until 1.50pm+ and I finally saw my car. Ok. Nothing much right? still bearable. Then, we decided to go to the car instead since the frigging sun was scorching us to the bone [ok, maybe i'm just over exaggerating]. Then, i saw 2 more ppl inside so we decided to sit behind, behind. Then, that's when my rage started.
There was some asshole honking away right directly behind us. At first, i thought it was some bus. Excusable, but then i looked behind, there was this bastard that was banging the horn like a mad fool. Literally. There was some other guy sitting next to him. He was calm though..
then, you know what Indians usually do with the hand thing.. i did that and he got even madder and was threatening to get down from the car and bash my head to pieces. Then, I just blew the cap. I was seriously Swearing my head off next to Mel. I think I scared her. Sorry Mel. :p
anyway, since the jam was pretty bad, we couldn't actually MOVE but HE, that bloody fucker just kept honking and honking and driving so close to our car; almost close to touching it. Then, when the right lane kinda cleared, he over took and stuck his head all the way to his shoulders out the window and sort of glared+sweared(i think) and almost middle-fingered at us. Right in front of my school. Then we saw the car license plate. It was a Gen2 Penang car. Typical. I mean, I AM a penang-ian except that i'm from the mainland but seriously, that was one big piece of bullcrap on the road today. and my mum thought he wanted to say hi. =.= and she was laughing while i was steaming. gah. Yes, I swear guys. Don't be surprised...

God, Please forgive my vulgar mouth. I seriously have not sweared this much for a REALLY LONG time. not a really good habit. -__-