Coz I'm amazing Just the way I am (weird,random ranting)

Yes i tweeked a lil' bit of Bruno Mars' song.

Ever felt like your hair hates you and wants to get revenge by not staying the way you want it to stay because you let it roast in the sun too long? Or perhaps your eyes just look weird because you refused to go to sleep even though it's five in the morning?
Who am I kidding? This post ain't bout mah nagging, it's about lovin' yourself yow~.
Okay, i'm talking like some street kid. Rewind and remix!

Anyway, as I was saying, I go through with these "bodily issues" a lot. Especially in the morning. My eyes would look like I hadn't slept for days and my skin would look like I just revived myself from the grave. My hair? Oh I just love my hair in the morning. Looks like a bird's nest (over-exaggerating). In fact, I hardly comb my hair in the morning now (fact) and I just tie it up or whatever. Did you know your face inflates when you sleep? (another fact. Coz we're sleeping horizontally, so the liquid in our face just pools there. okay, enough science.)

When I was a tween (aged 12?/13 to 14/15?) I didn't really bother with the way I look. My regular casual outfit consisted of:

• huge T-shirt
• Baggy pants/jeans/shorts
• sneakers
• glasses
• low pony tail, nerdy, fringe-less updo.

I still cringe when I look at my old photos and smack myself on the head saying "What was I THINKING??"

When I turned 15 (I think?) I started to get self conscious about the way I dress, or the way my hair falls, or the way I walk, or the way I- you get the idea right? It all started when I got obsessed with Korean Pop. Not to say that Korean celebrities make you feel inferior to the way you look right now, it's just that they're so pretty/handsome/gorgeous/omg-fcking-perfect/omg-can-i-just-rip-her-face-off-and-put-it-on-mine.

I'm bigbang bias. So sue me.

Now Korean celebrities aren't the only culprit on this, other celebrities as well. Especially Western ones. Yes, the ones who religiously poke themselves with botox and vacuum their ridiculously fatless bodies to the point of no-aneroxic-return. Nah I was just kidding bout the aneroxic part.

still wanna be a size 2? this is probably a size 3. Heh

I keep going off topic here. :/ in fact, I'm not even sure what the core topic is! Forgive my clutziness. It's past midnight. So anyway, I just want to rant on how much I enjoy being an East Asian. Not just any Asian, but particularly, an East Asian. Don't ask me why, it'll just spark controversy here on racist issues. I don't want to be flagged for being a racist bastard. I am of Shanghai heritage. I didn't know that until my mum told me a few years ago. I was like "whoaaa.. *insert awed expression here*" yeah so, hurray for fair skin!

I used to be jealous of people's eyebrows. Yes you heard me, E.Y.E.B.R.O.W.S. I know I'm weird. Didn't you read my profile? I have thick eyebrows while (almost) everyone else has thin ones. I was jealous. In fact, I just got over this issue at end of last year I think. I was contemplating on whether to reshape them brows or just keep them as they are. I suppose I made the right choice. Not many people have eyebrows like moi.

as you can see, my eyebrows are freaking TRIANGLE in shape. (i'm wearing contact lenses btw. My eyes aren't THAT huge.)

I feel.... like ranting on about my nose, but my eyes are refusing to cooperate with me and are forcing immediate shut down. Just a quick thought, rhinoplasty or more commonly known as the "nose job" has crossed my mind before. And sometimes it still does, but I know, if I change my nose structure, I will never look the way God had intended for me to look.

So, cheers people. Love the way you look now, or you'll regret it later.
Peace.

Oh, and Happy April Fool's day peeps. (this post is NOT a joke.)

The Awesome, The Weird, The Ugly

Hello readers! today, I shall blog about cosplay! or rather cosplayers, cause, you can't cosplay if you aren't a cosplayer :D (you get my point)
anyway, I just had this sudden ping to google cosplay and I've got to say.. "wow. i want to do that too!"
here are some examples:

The Awesome 

Nell from Bleach? (not sure)

main character from Digimon (forgot his name. Daviis i think)

Sakura from Naruto

Rikku from Final Fantasy X-2

Tifa from Final Fantasy VII

 Riku from Kingdom Hearts

The Weird

(I have absolutely no idea what this is)

As the picture states, the box from Metal gear Solid (lol)

One of the gundams from Gundam (like the attitude though :D)

and then there's.. 

The Ugly

Sailor Moon

That.. is a guy.

Oh that is just wronggg

Furries. Meh

okay, so i had a hard time looking for pictures for the last category, cause I don't like to offend people. and i think i just did, by putting them into the Ugly section. but... it can't be helped! They look.. uh.. nonidentical to the characters they are trying to portray? to simply put it nicely. Though.. I think the guy in the 3rd picture cosplay-ed that on purpose.

SO! If you're interested, go google some tips, or pictures and do like those cosplayers in the 1st category! C:

but of course, don't do it if your budget is lowww... or if you don't have the time (according to some sources, making or purchasing a cosplay outfit with it's accessories costs a bomb and takes up loads of time [to make, or hunt for the stuffs]. just so you know.)

Here's a site I found regarding Naruto cosplay (since Naruto is super popular and all) for your reference :D

http://www.nanoda.com/en/naruto/naruto-cosplay.html

Good luck~!

I hear fireworks?

Happy Merdeka peeps! Though I'm not really enthusiastic about this year's celebration.. I don't know... must be the politics. meh.

anyway, zomg... a guy added me from Singapore.. and I was like.. who are youu? then i deleted him. Then suddenly he IM-ed me so yeah.. i couldn't see his display pic at first so we talked. He asked about me and the normal stuff. then i thought, ' hmm this guy is okay i guess..' so i added him again and holleyfudgecakemountains. his DP was his dick. == i was like. ewwwwwwwww
I told him to change his DP but he was like "hehe" then he invited me to a webcam session and being a SANE teenage girl, i declined and told him the conversation was getting awkward; while all the time covering his DP.

MY EYES. MY FRIGGING EYES ARE TARNISHED.

I mean, it's not like I've never seen one before (to be honest. No one at this age is a goody goody teenage kid.)but it was utterly disgusting. ==
anyway, came back from shopping in JJ at 11pm+

Whee got another MJ dvd! *happyhappy*

Anyway, when boredom strikes on Merdeka night so does the camera.. (i realized that i haven't uploaded camwhore pictures in a looonnngggg time)

grr. forget it. not in the mood to take pics.. lol.. and i look weird. ==

just had to share this too.. forgive me for all about michael jackson stuff on my blog these days

Just watch this video and tell me what you see.

To me, I see a man who has his spirit torn into several million shreds by the media and people around him. He looked so tired and in pain. You can say that he might be lying or he might be doing this as a publicity stunt but I don't believe that is so. Truly i believe he was abused physically and mentally.
And what are people still doing now? They're still bashing him with mindless, ridiculous, nasty comments.

C'mon people, give the poor man a break. He's dead and gone but you people are still criticizing about what he has done. For the record, he has done NOTHING WRONG. Compared to most people out there, i should say they have done FAR MORE WRONG DOINGS THAN HIM. there is one irritating Youtube user that just gets on my nerves. what was his name.. 19apriltwin71? hah. get a life.