Lies. LIES!!

I just have to share this :D It's too awesome

shivers run down my spine as my hairs stand on end and my eyes water at this beautiful performance. epic.

Coz I'm amazing Just the way I am (weird,random ranting)

Yes i tweeked a lil' bit of Bruno Mars' song.

Ever felt like your hair hates you and wants to get revenge by not staying the way you want it to stay because you let it roast in the sun too long? Or perhaps your eyes just look weird because you refused to go to sleep even though it's five in the morning?
Who am I kidding? This post ain't bout mah nagging, it's about lovin' yourself yow~.
Okay, i'm talking like some street kid. Rewind and remix!

Anyway, as I was saying, I go through with these "bodily issues" a lot. Especially in the morning. My eyes would look like I hadn't slept for days and my skin would look like I just revived myself from the grave. My hair? Oh I just love my hair in the morning. Looks like a bird's nest (over-exaggerating). In fact, I hardly comb my hair in the morning now (fact) and I just tie it up or whatever. Did you know your face inflates when you sleep? (another fact. Coz we're sleeping horizontally, so the liquid in our face just pools there. okay, enough science.)

When I was a tween (aged 12?/13 to 14/15?) I didn't really bother with the way I look. My regular casual outfit consisted of:

• huge T-shirt
• Baggy pants/jeans/shorts
• sneakers
• glasses
• low pony tail, nerdy, fringe-less updo.

I still cringe when I look at my old photos and smack myself on the head saying "What was I THINKING??"

When I turned 15 (I think?) I started to get self conscious about the way I dress, or the way my hair falls, or the way I walk, or the way I- you get the idea right? It all started when I got obsessed with Korean Pop. Not to say that Korean celebrities make you feel inferior to the way you look right now, it's just that they're so pretty/handsome/gorgeous/omg-fcking-perfect/omg-can-i-just-rip-her-face-off-and-put-it-on-mine.

I'm bigbang bias. So sue me.

Now Korean celebrities aren't the only culprit on this, other celebrities as well. Especially Western ones. Yes, the ones who religiously poke themselves with botox and vacuum their ridiculously fatless bodies to the point of no-aneroxic-return. Nah I was just kidding bout the aneroxic part.

still wanna be a size 2? this is probably a size 3. Heh

I keep going off topic here. :/ in fact, I'm not even sure what the core topic is! Forgive my clutziness. It's past midnight. So anyway, I just want to rant on how much I enjoy being an East Asian. Not just any Asian, but particularly, an East Asian. Don't ask me why, it'll just spark controversy here on racist issues. I don't want to be flagged for being a racist bastard. I am of Shanghai heritage. I didn't know that until my mum told me a few years ago. I was like "whoaaa.. *insert awed expression here*" yeah so, hurray for fair skin!

I used to be jealous of people's eyebrows. Yes you heard me, E.Y.E.B.R.O.W.S. I know I'm weird. Didn't you read my profile? I have thick eyebrows while (almost) everyone else has thin ones. I was jealous. In fact, I just got over this issue at end of last year I think. I was contemplating on whether to reshape them brows or just keep them as they are. I suppose I made the right choice. Not many people have eyebrows like moi.

as you can see, my eyebrows are freaking TRIANGLE in shape. (i'm wearing contact lenses btw. My eyes aren't THAT huge.)

I feel.... like ranting on about my nose, but my eyes are refusing to cooperate with me and are forcing immediate shut down. Just a quick thought, rhinoplasty or more commonly known as the "nose job" has crossed my mind before. And sometimes it still does, but I know, if I change my nose structure, I will never look the way God had intended for me to look.

So, cheers people. Love the way you look now, or you'll regret it later.
Peace.

Oh, and Happy April Fool's day peeps. (this post is NOT a joke.)

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omg. I'm sooo lagging behind my homework. it's been 2 whole days or more that i've been digging in my bag. aish. i've realized that i'm lacking in the fashion department and am currently working on how to improve my outter image :D lol.. sounds weird but, yeah.
it was raining for such a LONG time this morning D: 5 whole periods straight and recess! aiks..
then for Add Maths, Mr. Chiang didn't come today so we bincang-ed bout a drama competition.. lol.. it was CRAZY! at first we wanted to do a Disney Classics compilation but Pn. Pushpinder don't let. mehh.. :/ nothing much..
Aryna came over until 5pm.. watched BB concert.. (my 3rd time.. lol) other than that.. mehh.. boring..

didn't go school today~

yeahh.. as the title has stated for me, I tuang school todayyyy.

090409 Mnet - Idols Who Look Best in Suits (BB cut)



#6: Advant-Garde Suit, G-Dragon!

-he pushes the boundaries of what is accepted as the norm. just watch Number 1 MV for instance!
-Lol.. it's so totally him. He always comes up with the whackiest fashion statements. He looks good in ANYTHING. Crazy fashionista~ :D

#3: Royal Hip Hop Suit, Tae Yang!

- The sunglasses, the luxury fur, the bling bling! What is there not to like?
- Reminiscent of USHER!! awesome YB!

I guess U-Know YunHo was #2 then.

#1: Top of Suit, TOP!

- well DOH!! This sexy beast can make a plain T-Shirt into a fashion statement. For those who haven't watched D.I.S.C.O perfs and MV, go watch it now!
- His smokey eyes will always do the talking for him <3 style="font-style: italic;">

Thanks: http://www.bigbangkorean.wordpress.com

and and this guy is good....

Bong's hair/W-inds new song/Lollipop choreography/Lotte shooting/dancing

Got back from dance practice at 2pm (went to tesco) am exhausted but nevermind.. ngehh.. i have piano class later and i haven't done my theory or practice. D:
omg.. i did not check on BigBangKorean.worpress for so long and i end up with so much to read :/
OMFG.. BONG'S HAIR.. at first, i thought who was that but then i zoomed in... and AFGSHEDBJVHDSFJD.. it's BONG!! :O lol.. he looks so much like Gu Jun Pyo. XD

pic taken from http://www.bigbangkorean.worpress.com/

lolz.. anyway, BB is just getting more awesome these days.. GD's in a song by W-inds called Rain is Coming Down. isn't that just cool? Since Kr and Jp had a really bad past, it's good to see the 2 countries coming together through music :)

Then there's the Lotte Duty Free photo shoot. (go here for pics)'
They're in a photo shoot for SBS HopeTV too! The Tee was produced by singer Sean

Thanks: www.bigbangkorean.wordpress.com

ngahh... was using W.Explorer and it became an ass. suddenly like 20+ windows popped up :O
anywayy, found this cool choreographing of Lollipop for rookies!



When I become a singer one day, I seriously wanna be someone like GD. He's so talented, and just good in almost everything. He's a perfectionist in his work too. I really take my hat off to him. He's exactly what you call a "true inspiration" :)
AND, he can be an extremely awesome friend too

Big Bang hwaiting! :D

whooottttt!!!

omg. i've gone totally eccentric.

MANY or TONS of guys would find this SUPER DUPER GAY but we girls are weird as they say, LOVE this stuff :p including yours truely. :D

PRESENTING...... WONDER BOYS!!
singing: Kissing You (SNSD) and Nobody(Wonder Girls)



I was practically singing along to the songs and almost danced to Nobody on my seat. :p i know most of the steps coz we had to dance that for Miss MGS :P
so guys... IT'S OKAY TO ACT GAY :D