updates

omg.. my school got 2 cases of H1N1. hmm.. i'm not sure if it's really confirmed. so yeah.. anyway, going to MC tomorrow for The Reveal. might be tumpang-ing Sunny tho. no transport. D= gah.

lol.. i just took a "What's your Sixth-sense?" quiz on FB, and i got this:

Clairaudiance

It's the ability to *hear* beyond the normal range of hearing like messages in thought forms from an spirit who exists in another realm. You 'hear' what they are saying in thought form messages or in normal human hearing You may actually hear spirits talking in your head yet there is no sounds. Many of us receive messages this way from spirit guides. When a person loses a loved one they often receive messages from them. Many of us become aware of this skill when we are in danger and that 'little inner voice' sends a warning. This causes us to respond instantly though we are not sure why. Clairaudience can be known as the * voices in the head.

ooh lala~ haha
my parents are watching MJ's concert in M'sia downstairs.. :)
I'm pretty much very bored right now.. my phone still has no credit. dang.
nothing much has happened these few days during my absence from the internet.. Aryna says I'm not normal. I'm starting to do my homework (which is a very very rare occurrence) and that's freaking her out. heck, i'm freaking myself out! but still, sitting down at home and doing my revision is still a far way to go.. and exams are on the 10th of Aug. omgg... lol lol lol..

I finally watched Angels and Demons a few days back. and boy was that movie fascinating! it actually got me interested to know about Catholic history in the Ventrican Vatican City.

Was watching MJ's concert. You know what?? i bought MJ's M'sia concert and see see it was Seoul's. Damnit. Sudah kena tipu. Speedy also like that. shit la.
Damn.. MJ's a beautiful man. :O I like the way his hair falls over his eyes. XD sexayyyy~~ ;p

I wanna try Double Dutch! :D

and finally...

lol.. this icon's funny..

Yay! i bought (actually my dad) more MJ *ahempiratedahem* DVDs!! :D went to Woolley after church at 10pm cuz my mum was hungry. Then, shock of all shocks, they were playing MJ's concert. I was like "OMG!" lol~
anyway, i have locked myself in my room and surrounded myself with self pity. ok that was really random. for those who has been asking why i didn't go for the AMC Canteen Day, um.. my mum didn't really respond to my asking so i just assumed that she wouldn't let me go. Besides, i didn't really have any transport there anyway. Didn't got for MVS as well. sigh. what a boring week. :/
I've been brooding over my problems these past few days... thinking a lot, still thinking.. trying to decide. It's just so confusing and complicated.

I miss playing on my PS2.. and Persona 4 (thanks to LAM for uploading that Mist/Fog cover vid. it brought back memories.. T_T) dang..

OMG I WANNA WATCH FFVII:Advent Children Complete!!!!! *dies* but shit. it's only on blu-ray.

Fuck

PS, I Love You

I am wondering WHY HAVE I NOT WATCHED THIS MOVIE 2 YEARS AGO! This is such a touching story.. i mean, i can actually relate to Holly.

Holly and Gerry are a happily married couple living on the Lower East Side of Manhattan until Gerry dies of a brain tumor. Deeply distraught, Holly withdraws from her family and friends until they descend upon her on her 30th birthday. They are determined to force the young widow to face the future and decide what her next career move should be. As they rally around Holly and help organize her apartment, a cake is delivered, and on it is a message from Gerry. It proves to be the first of several — all ending with the sign-off P.S. I Love You — he arranged to have delivered to her after his death. As the seasons pass, each new message fills her with encouragement and sends her on a new adventure. While Holly's mother Patricia and her best friends Denise and Sharon are concerned Gerry's letters are keeping Holly tied to the past, they are in fact pushing her into the future. With Gerry's words as her guide, Holly slowly embarks on a journey of rediscovery.

Gerry pre-arranged for Holly, Denise, and Sharon to travel to his homeland of Ireland, and while there they meet William, a singer who strongly reminds Holly of her deceased husband and coincidentally was his childhood friend. During the vacation, Denise announces she's engaged and Sharon reveals she's pregnant, and the news causes Holly to relapse emotionally and once again withdraw into herself.

Holly eventually enrolls in a fashion course and discovers she has a flair for designing women's shoes. A newfound self-confidence allows her to emerge from her solitude and embrace her friends' happiness. She decides to take her mother on a trip to Ireland, and as the film ends the audience is left with the notion that Holly has opened herself up to the journey that the rest of her life will be, and wherever it takes her; she finally abandons her fear of falling in love.

Damn.. I actually cried several times in the movie.

Mary Ann is obsessed over Kingdom Hearts... again. :)

So far...

Yay! it's Friday! :D
I've been away from my blog for so effing long...
Events that happened and will happen this week:

Wednesday: Alison's Birthday!
Thursday: Did some senam tarian thing. Yoke Mun had a "heart attack" (very serious)
Friday: High Praise at YMCA. Hanging with Jojo and Sunny. Going with Sarah at 5pm+
Saturday: Harry Potter at jj (unsure). Jenny's birthday party at 6.30pm tumpanging Joon Yang.

well... so it's been a good week so far... pretty boring actually. Aryna's grandma passed away a few days ago. my condolences.
OH. there's this other prom at Syuen Hotel. idk if i should go. the tickets are like.. expensive. and i'm wondering why they're at different prices. Here's the site. check it out! :)

*edit
*sniff**sniff*
yeah so i was watching a video downloaded by ICQ where Mj surprise-visited SMAP in japan half way through their recording. After Mj's memorial, i sorta promised myself not to cry over MJ anymore but when the video started, so did the buckets of tears as well. The first part was tears of sadness when they showed about MJ's death. Then, came tears of joy when he arrived at the recording studio all the way to when they stopped the song and he appeared on the second floor. SMAP was speechless. they had expressions like 8O yeah.. so they kept asking if he really was michael jackson and he kept saying yes he was. it was so Hilarious!! XD then, i forgot which part, i laughed so much that i cried. Literally. It was a set of mixed emotions, to be precise. Then, when he was about to leave, SMAP said "see you again!" Since there wasn't any other "next time" since he's gone, i cried again. damn.. my pillow and sleeve are wet. D:

**edit
before you watch this video, please turn off whatever you are listening to and be quiet. what you are about to see maybe some old news but it was horrifying to me:

MJ's Ghost

My hands are kinda shaking now. I'm horrified of ghosts. and when i saw that silhouette walk across the hallway, instantly i felt cold-ish. my pulse increased and i hugged my pillow ever so tightly. I hope it was just some people playing a prank, coz MJ's in heaven now. he wouldn't want to haunt a place that had caused him so much pain. If i remember correctly, I was watching that Larry King special series but i stopped 1 quarter through the show to go for piano class. damn. this is so effing creepy.

need a butler? just call Sebastian and trade your soul.

It's been like what... 2 years since i watched anime?
Kay, so here's the story:
Danielle lent me 2 DVDs on an anime called 黒執事/kuroshitsuji/Black Butler.
At first It was Chan who lent the anime to Aryna and then to Danielle. So, after watching the 24 episode series, they went utterly crazy and started calling themselves Sebastian and Ceil. (the main characters in the show)
Sebastian is a demon butler who was summoned by Ceil Phantomhive; a 12 year old kid who lost everything and became a slave, to serve him until he finds the person responsible for his parents' death. When the killer is found and killed, Sebastian will then take Ceil's soul with him to hell for eternal damnation.
So anyway, Danielle now keeps calling Aryna "Bo Chan" (?). =.=||
Over all, it's a kind of gory anime with lots of limbs twisting in unimaginable ways and of course lots of blood and more limbs flying :) Lots to do with mythical creatures like angels, demons, death gods ect. ect. this anime's kinda cool actually. Really adore Ceil's personality: I-don't-care-as-long-as-it's-done attitude. LOL!

Is it a sign?

when i was walking to Piano class after watching 20 mins of Larry King special at Neverland with Jermaine Jackson, a pigeon just landed nearby me and glanced at my direction.
So what caught my eye was that it was Black and White.

sounds familar?

and it wasn't just any black and white pigeon. It looked like a cow.. no, seriously. It had more white than black. It just reminded me of jacko. I mean, he was more white in his life than black right? and on the pigeon, the black splotches were on it's lower body.. hmm..

after looking at it for awhile, i walked a few more steps and looked at it again. It flew up to the roof and sat there.
then i continued walking and looked back and the pigeon was gone.

Could it be God trying to reassure me that MJ had gone to a better place? or maybe i was just over reacting? It was a bird, and birds fly upwards. :O
my mind keeps telling me it's a good sign to reassure my sadness for the poor guy. I've been praying that God wouldn't let him end up in eternal Damnation down there. =/
my dad said that MJ had come to pay a visit to his fans. lol :p

The Last Dance

School was boring full stop
CNN was depressing full stop
I'm serious!
When i came home from school, the first thing i did was switched the channel to CNN.
I feel old for watching the news.. =3=
There's Larry King on today at 5pm.
It's a re-run of a tour of Neverland. well i think it's a rerun..
but damnit i have piano classes at 5.30pm. D:
oh well... at least i can watch for 1/2 an hour. =/

please watch and read the clips and article. it will give you a better insight of his life.

This was MJ 2 days prior to death during rehearsals for his BIG come back. There was a smile of please on his face as the video ends..


Inside MJ's mind..



just imagine.. he had so much pain in him and we didn't even know about it. He died a lonely man. But MJ, it's okay.. You Are Not Alone.
We shouldn't judge him or anyone else before knowing them. Sure we can have opinions but judging a book by it cover is just wrong. Especially for MJ. The stupid media killed him.. D<
More info and videos about Mr.MJ at http://www.cnn.com/

here's an article about him i found on someone else's blog:
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-1050082/As-turns-50-Michael-Jackson-really-look-like.html

dooms day..... not?

Okay, so i just got back from school like at almost 4omins ago..
and yeah i stated it was report card day.
at first i thought it would be like the worst day ever.
but it was the other way round. :)
brought my mp3/simcard-less phone to school today.
i knew it would be really boring so yea.
listened to a bunch of MJacko's songs behind/under Sara's table.
lol
omg.. my phone died so fast today.. i only used it for like.. 2 periods and after that, around 12 something it died. damn..
so... yeah..
Helena um.. she saw to my mum, and we talked like... almost an hour. o.o
we were talking about college, Form 6, EST, EL, her daughter, my results, compliments here and there.. ect.
i'm watching MJ's Private Home Movies. :) an insight into his private and not-so private life... RIP Mr. Jacko.. :)

another inspirational song by the King of Pop:

SHOUT

Ignorance of people purchasing diamonds and necklaces,
And barely able to keep the payments up on their lessons,
And enrolled in a class and don't know who the professor is,
How low people go for the dough and make a mess of things,
Kids are murdering other kids for the fun of it,
Instead of using their mind or their fist, they put a gun in it
Wanna be a part of a clique, don't know who's running it,
Tragedy on top of tragedy you know it's killing me.
So many people in agony, this shouldn't have to be,
Too busy focusing on ourselves and not His Majesty,
There has to be some type of change for this day and age,
We gotta rearrange and flip the page,
Living encaged like animals and cannibals,
Eating each other alive just to survive the nine to five,
Every single day is trouble while we struggle and strive
Peace of mind's so hard to find.

Chorus
I wanna shout, throw my hands up and shout
What's this madness all about
All this makes me wanna shout
You know it makes me wanna shout,
Throw my hands up and shout
What's this madness all about
All this makes me wanna shout, c'mon now

Verse 2
Problems, complications and accusations
Dividing the nations and races of empty faces
A war is taking place.
No substitution for restitution, the only solution for peace
Is increasing the height of your spirituality.
Masses of minds are shrouded, clouded visions
Deceptions and indecision, no faith or religion, how we're living.
The clock is ticking, the end is coming, there'll be no warning,
But we live to see the dawn.

Bridge
How can we preach, when all we make this world to be
Is a living hell torturing our minds.
We all must unite, to turn darkness to light,
And the love in our hearts will shine.

Verse 3
We're disconnected from love, we're disrespecting each other
Whatever happened to protecting each other
Poisoned your body and your soul for a minute of pleasure,
But the damage that you've done is gonna last forever.
Babies being born in the world already drug addicted and afflicted,
Family values are contradicted.
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust, the pressure is building and I've had enough.

*Chorus

*Verse 2

*Chorus

dead

omg... my old phone is like dying dying..

it keeps being hot and then the battery is like draining. psshh..
Michael Jackson mode again today..
Talked to jojo through out Moral.. lol.
report card day is tomorrow
we are gonna die.. or at least I AM gonna die..
ohoh!
I FED A MAGPIE OUTSIDE MY HOUSE TODAY
i'm freaking serious!

apparently, it was a neighbour's bird.
no wonder it was so tame.
during lunch, had KFC and bought The Star for MJ updates.
just watched "Moonwalker"
it's a movie about his fame life and up to the 80's i think.
It features "Smooth Criminal". It's one heck of a ridiculous show,
but wth.. if there's MJ in it, it's SO worth watching.
omg i.am.so.obsessed.with.him.now
this is nuts..
but
i like it.
:)
i think i'm delusional.