RIP Chae Dong Ha

Chae Dong Ha; past member of SGWannabe has just committed suicide. Omg. At first, when I saw Si won, Eeteuk, Brian Joo and a few other korean celebrities tweeting about this, it didn't really strike me, but I got curious and googled him. And it turns out, he was a SGWannabe ex-member.

Former member

[edit] Chae Dong Ha

Chae Dong Ha (채동하, 蔡東河) was born on June 23, 1981 (age 29). Chae attended Seoul Institute of the Arts and majored in Broadcasting and Kyung Hee Cyber University for Global Business. He first debuted in 2002 as a solo artist with Na Ture. He was the main vocal and leader for SG Wannabe when the group debuted until he left the group in March 2008 to purse a solo career.^[3] After leaving SG Wannabe, he released his second album Essay in 2009. In September 2010, he came back to the music scene with the track "Vanilla Sky" from his ballad single D-Day, which he wrote and composed. Chae was found dead in his apartment on May 27th, 2011, where it seemed he had hung himself.

*Credits from Wikipedia (man they're quick)

Read the report from AllKpop here

Gosh. Why??
May you rest in peace. D':

De-fine: LOVE

Love:
 What if I could speak all languages of humans, and of angels?
If I did not love others, I would be nothing more than a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal.
  What if I could prophesy and understand all secrets and all knowledge?
    And what if I had faith that moved mountains?
I would be nothing, unless i loved others.
     What if I gave away all that I owned and let myself be burned alive?
I would gain nothing, unless I loved others.

Love is Patient, Love is Kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered.

It keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not light in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always Protects, always Trusts, always Hopes and always Perseveres.

Love Never fails

 Everyone who prophesies will stop,                      
and unknown languages will no longer be spoken.            

  All that we know will be forgotten.                        

   We don't know anything,                                    

and our prophesies are not complete.                      

But what is perfect will someday appear,                

 and what isn't perfect will then disappear.             

When we were children,

we thought and reasoned as children do.

But when we grow up,

we quit our childish ways.

Now,

all we can see of God,

is like a cloudy picture 

in a mirror.

Later we will see Him 

Face to Face.

We don't know everything, 

but then we will,

just as God completely understands

Us.

For now, 

there are faith, hope and love.

But of these three,

the greatest is

LOVE 

-1 Corinthians, Chapter 13, 
the Bible

Teeny tiny Pieces

#nowplaying: songs on random. and they all happen to be emo. my music player really does understand me!

okay, the reason for the rather random intro up there, I have no idea either. In fact, it's been a kinda long time since I last updated. My bad. i've been rather lazy these days. and lots of "surprises" happening everyday as well. it's partially my fault since I asked God to give me surprises everyday to spice up my mundane everyday routine. =.= boo me.
well, got plenty of surprises today. not really gonna share them in detail here, but if you guys reading this were with me today, you would know :) anyway, i'm in a really.... um.. blur mood at the moment. I'm feeling like some sort of zombie for crying outloud!
to the point, where i wanted to cry, just so i could convince myself i'm not a zombie. I don't know why I'm like this. maybe I'm tired or something. bah. is it weird if I said i want to break my heart into little pieces?

the Artistic side of Me

Yay! I finally drew SOMEONE on paper! :D and then digitally drew it again on deviant art. WHOO. it took me less than 2 hours i think to draw on DA and about.. almost an hour to copy the picture from my phone. rofl.

the original

the attempted paper sketch

the digital sketch version

well, i think it's not that bad. maybe parts of the anatomy's a little off (coughtherightarmcough) but over all it's okay rightttt~? =D and mind you, i did the digital sketch with a mouse. but thanks to Deviant Art's cool sketch tool, it's a little easier on my hand. HAHAHA

*Please credit me if you wish to use my (very sad looking) digital sketch. :)

Lalala~

ahhh, I don't know whether to be happy, or.. happier. HAHA. Okay ignore me. Anyway, Happy Belated Mothers' Day everyone!

&& I got in to Form 6 at ACS. HAHAHA. Form 6 starts next Monday. BUT, I'm going to college.. so NO FORM 6! YAY!! though, some of my younger friends are a little tad sad about it, one even asked me to transfer to HIS school. LOL. Sorry sean, Me is not attempting to put my future on the line. You should know how much i suck at academics. Ahem. SO ANYWAY, my deviant art is active again! (after 4 years. God knows why I created an account at that time anyway) yeah, so i edit photos and upload them there. always wanted to do digital art. but i don't have the time or the program to start off. yeah soo, here's one i did about 10 minutes ago:

it's kinda noobish so i'm a little embarrassed about it. Though i've got to say, it turned out pretty nicely. here's the original:

hmnmm.. so what do you think? Is it worthy of your comments and likes? :S

yeah, so besides that, umm.. my new cat's lost == like seriously. I have no idea where it is at the moment. it went out, and it's not back yet. :/
sooo anyway, time to hit the hay.
toodles~

Obsessions

My friend is obsessed with tumblr
My other friend is obsessed with korean guys
My other friend's friend is obsessed with korean girls
My cat is obsessed with sabotaging the new cat
My parents are obsessed with my university entrance acceptance letter
My dog is obsessed with motorcycles


...

I just want to sleep.

Happy Easter! + Why, what big Teeth you have

Hey ya'll! It's been a little while since i last updated :D
how was your Easter Day? Mine was really packed to be honest. I had to wake up at 5.30am on Easter Sunday for the Sunrise Service. Gawd.

choir! I'm pretty sure you can spot me :D (night service)

Currently, I'm at work and I'm feeling real lazy to upload photos atm. Bah

anyway, went to watch Red Riding Hood yesterday with friends. I have to say, the movie ain't bad; except for the fact that every single scene felt like something bad was going to happen. Even eating cookies. I mean seriously, what more can you expect from the director of Twilight? (I find Twilight's movie really boring so i don't get what's all the rave for that movie series)

Amanda Seyfreid is reaaallllyyy pretty.

 

the main cast ain't bad too :D

Max Irons, Shiloh Fernandez, Amanda Seyfreid

anddddd then I bought tickets for another movie for the night and we went home at 3.45pm and i just knocked out on my bed at home till 6pm. Woke up, got ready, had a light dinner and went out again at 6.45pm! anddd we watched Rio!!

Rio is SO CUTE i tell you. I almost cried from laughing too much. And they break out into song often which is real amusing :D especially when they're birds!

and and and Anne Hathway has sucha sweet voice~ there a ton of other stars starring in this movie too! like Will.i.am and Jamie Foxx and Jessie Esienberg from The Social Network!

yeah i totally forgot what else to blog about since I lagged the blogging process. Got a new CAT! :D pictures up soon! anticipate it soon!